| I haven't eaten a thing all day, and all I had to drink was water. I feel so much better when I don't have gross food in my stomach! I just finished my chem exam, thank god that's over... only 3 more exams left :) I really hope I can lose 10 lbs by christmas, it's doable and I feel in control, I have no desire to binge one bit today! I can't handle looking like this anymore, I need to be thin, I want to be in control of this. I think I'm going to go on a walk later, or do pilates, or maybe both, if I'm feeling energetic. I won a personal battle last night, first me and my boyfriend went to subway and i got a veggie wrap, he was paying an he got me a drink and some cookies, and i didn't have one :), and then later his mom made KD and chicken nuggets and I wanted them SOOOO bad but I didn't even have one bite! I love this feeling, when I know I didn't binge even though I wanted to so bad, it annoys me soo much that he can eat whatever the hell he wants ( and has seconds) and his stomach is flat, ugh it's not fair! |
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